Monday, April 25, 2011

Confession

Tonight was just one of those nights. I said I would share my journey to having a baby with you ladies, and like any journey there are bound to be highs and lows. I am at my low. I have been feeling very discouraged lately. I think I am at that part where you start to feel sad. Nathan offers words of encouragement saying we haven't been trying all that long considering I've just started my medication 2 months ago. But 2 months feel like 6. He says all things will work out in due time, and that he is anxious too. I am one to put on a happy face and push through and pretend nothing is wrong, because the last thing I've ever wanted is people to pity me, but I don't want to hide my emotions because it causes me extra stress and sadness. So here it is. I am sad, but I am sure tomorrow will be a new day.

6 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry! I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you!I'll be praying for you!

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  2. Hang in there girl. One day you will look back on the sad days and be glad you went through it all. Just think about these trials as strengthening you to be the best mom in the world!

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  3. Keep your head up Melody. You WILL be a mommy and it's all in due time. I don't know what you are going through personally but I do know that keeping a positive mind and being stress free will allow your body to get pregnant easier. We are all here for you and I am praying for you guys <3

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  4. hang in there...you'll have your baby someday and all this pain and waiting will feel like it was just a moment once you have your baby in your arms.
    love and hugs as you go through this journey to motherhood/parenthood.

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  5. I am here for you Mel! You are a strong person! I know it must be hard to endure all that you have so far! But Nathan is right, it has not been that long and you have only been doing the medication for 2 months!
    I am here for you always!
    You are such a beautiful person inside and out!

    Love you! xoxoxo

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  6. Mel, my sister in law had endometriosis and one of her ovaries was destroyed. The doctors said it would be difficult for her to get pregnant, but now they have three children. It did take them a while to get pregnant at first, So please be patient. I'm sure you'll have other down days, but you are blessed to have a supportive and loving husband and family.

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